Saturday, March 14, 2009

[[under the weather...]]

been wandering aimlessly on net the past few days.. nothing to do.. well not really nothing... 10 UIP guys just came over to my company.. hmmm.. come to think of it, is 9 guys and a girl.. lolx.. well been quite busy since my trusty partner took off for the week and leave me to die alone.. sian.. its been 3 days, and i still can't bring myself to discipline some of them when they slack too much.. SOMEONE TEACH ME!!! HOW TO BE ANGRY??? nothing much to blog abt this le ba..

anyway lots have been on my mind recently, doubt anyone felt it.. well, all my best friends are now either away from singapore or too busy to talk, so been a bit emo.. hope i can find someone who tags me on blog..

life recently been on the down slope. its just i find it hard to talk.. difficult to confess my feelings..maybe i'm just so afraid to get hurt again.. maybe its due to my past relationships ba.. i really wanna scream it out loud that i like her but some how or rather, i feel it would still be a rejection.. its just a feeling.. someone told me i should just let it out, but i dunno if that is the right thing to do.. i really dunno what to do now.. to put it in a way i'm at wit's end.. haiz.. what should i do? how do i know how she feels? how do i start? all these questions, they haven't left my thoughts for some time le.. maybe its time i decide what i have to do ba... but what would that be? i dunno.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|23:01|

[[The Walker_______________}

TAN YANN MING
28TH MAY 1989
HENRY PARK PRI
CLEMENTI TOWN SEC
PIONEER JC - 06S21
ARMY - Hawk Coy BMTC SCH 1
ARMY - Hotel Coy SISPEC
ARMY - IC 1 SOTC 2

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HEADACHES
CAMO ON!
OUTFIELD
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NEW LAPTOP
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IMPROVE MY ENGLAND
IMPROVE MY CHINA
START READING BOOKS
STUDY AGAIN




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